当小猫见了小鸭
记得在我十岁时，到金州干校看望爸爸，干校养了很多小鸭子，那成百只毛茸茸，唧唧喳喳，活泼可爱的小鸭子长久地留在了我金色童年的记忆中，两个星期前我上街看到有人叫卖小鸭雏，我花十元钱，冲动地为十岁的敦敦买了三只小鸭子。
听人说要喂小鸭泡饭，可无论我如何悉心照顾，在一星期之内，两只小鸭就因水土不服先后不幸仙逝，还只剩一只小鸭含泪告别同伴，坚强地活着，我从心底佩服这只小鸭的顽强的求生意志。敦敦告诉我，一只小鸭太过孤单，一定要再买一只小鸭。两只小鸭子可以相依为命。
不知是出于嫉妒还是炫耀自己是这家的宠物元老，小猫乐肥有事没事就往这只孤零零的小鸭的笼子跟前靠，小鸭一看见不怀好意的带毛大哥走近，就恐惧的惊叫个不停。乐肥一反其懦弱的性格，仗着自己属于体形大的哺乳类，一直保持着对禽类小鸭的卑鄙兴趣。为避免凶多吉少，我总是把乐肥踢走。真不能怪乐肥的德行差，这世道确实是有弱肉强食的潜规则。我痛恨以强凌弱，盼着有一天，小鸭长成大鸭子，将小猫的尾巴叼着玩，报了这一箭之仇。
美国当年看中国就像小猫看鸭雏，牛气烘烘，凶神恶煞的，50 年后，一不留神，发觉这只长大了的鸭子在能量和质量上与自己不相上下，只是她不但高速成长还出奇地年青，小猫后怕呀，我应该早知有今天，痛定思痛，眼下还是跟她搞好关系，求得共同发展为妙。
wow life can be sooo confusing at times, i like this guy and yet i cant just open up and let myself give in to having fellings for him, and yet i found that the reason that i think i cant just let go is because there is no chase, the guy is just so nice that he isnt fun to chase after, he just lets me have him and i dont like that, i like to have a chase in the beginning of a relationship, i dont know why but i do, im not sure if he could handle someone like me if he is like this all the time, i think i might be tooo wild for him!!!!! i dont know i guess im going to have to wait and see!!!!
well if you have any ideas on what to do let me know!!!!! ~till later!
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